Veran, en Twitter dan "consejos" de que no dibujar, pero lo hacen tan mal que al les quedan muy "pasivo agresivo" como: "porque no dibujas fondos? eres idiota acaso?" y yo que soy muy paranoico me afecta mucho. Asi que un me arme e valor y les dije que me sentia intimidado y me respondieron que: "No me dejara intimidar por un mal comentario de un niño de 15 años sobre el arte y que dibujara o que quisiera". Y con eso cambio mi vida por completo.
No sere famoso y eso muy esta bien. La codicia y el ego me estaban destrozando mentalmente y no estaba bien, hize preocupar a toda mi familia (llegaba a llorar y tener ataques de ira). Y Si fuera famoso. La gente seria muy sobreexsigente con migo, se meterian en mi vida privada y toda mi familia sufriria bastante. Y no estoy para eso. No vale la pena sufrir. Todo lo que hago es para relajarme antes o despues de una jornada laboral y esta mas que bien.
Seguire dibujando y publicando solocuando este bien. Y ahora me siento bien. PERO LOS REQUEST ESTAN CERRADOS PARA SIEMPRE. Resulta que la mayoria son fetichistas que en lugar e hacer ellos mismos su arte prefieren que otros les hagan su "trabajo sucio" para que despues sea sus "esclavos" y aunque no sean sus intenciones, tenga temor a dibujar porque me saldra ese tipo de gente. Y eso no esta nada bien.
El proximo año solo seran art trades entre mutuales o regalos de cumpelaños a los artistas y amigos que mas aprecio. Con que dibujes un garabato me conformo bastante (no quiero nada de esa basura de arte IA. Lo desprecio y todo parece plastico barato)
Y por ultimo y lo mas importante, sean respetuosos con lo demas, nada de acosar a otros artistas o queder perjudicar su esfuerzo solo porque no quieres reconocer que le tienes envidia a su excito. Saludos.
P.D. Esta semana estere haciendo una maraton de publicar arte aun no pubicado, nada de comentar request no los voy a tomar en cuenta, no insisntan. Los quiero mucho. Adios
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My only ambition in my life was to be a popular international artist (because it seemed easy) to leave my mark on life. You know, being an influencer, a content creator, an internet celebrity that everyone loves. But it frustrated me a lot not to be one no matter how much "effort" I made. Until last month where they told me to just do what I liked the most without worrying about what others think and my optimism improved much more, I even work much better at my job and leave on time without overthinking the bad internet problems. .
Yes, I know that many of you, my friends, have told me this several times. But this time it was very different.
You see, on Twitter they give "advice" about what not to draw, but they do it so badly that they look very "passive aggressive" like: "why don't you draw backgrounds? Are you an idiot, maybe?" And since I am very paranoid, it affects me a lot. So I gathered courage and told them that I felt intimidated and they replied: "I wouldn't let myself be intimidated by a bad comment from a 15-year-old boy about art and drawing or wanting to." And with that my life changed completely.
I won't be famous and that's fine. Greed and ego were destroying me mentally and it was not good, it made my whole family worry (I would cry and have fits of anger). And if he were famous. People would be very overdemanding with me, they would get into my private life and my whole family would suffer a lot. And I'm not for that. It's not worth suffering. Everything I do is to relax before or after a workday and it's more than fine.
I will continue drawing and publishing only when I am well. And now I feel good. BUT REQUEST ARE CLOSED FOREVER. It turns out that the majority are fetishists who, instead of doing their own art, prefer that others do their "dirty work" for them so that they can later be their "slaves" and even if that is not their intention, I am afraid to draw because I will get that type of people. And that's not good at all.
Next year it will only be art trades between mutuals or birthday gifts to the artists and friends that I appreciate the most. I'm pretty happy with you drawing a doodle (I don't want any of that AI art garbage. I despise it and it all looks like cheap plastic)
And lastly and most importantly, be respectful of others, do not harass other artists or harm their efforts just because you do not want to admit that you are envious of their success. Greetings.
P.S. This week I will be doing a marathon of publishing art not yet published, nothing about commenting on requests, I am not going to take them into account, do not insist. I love you so much. Bye